22.12.15

Addiction

When I don't see him for more than a few days
my body hurts and my mind aches
I get physically sick and my hands shake

he's woven in my soul
he's a part of me
he's like my heart, my liver or my kidneys

without him I'd die in minutes
I think I'm actually addicted

Misery

We've become slaves to our misery,
addicted to our tragedy

Bird

Sometimes I just want to be a bird
fly free
forget all the memories
escape from all the suffering
forget what it is like
down here on the ground
and be happy

Kapsones boy

I lived for love
you live for fame
I hear them screaming for you in the rain

You have won
and I'm still here
waiting for the memories
to disappear.

21.12.15

Valley of broken souls

In a valley of broken souls
where no one is to be trusted
and everyone is alone
there once lived a girl
so innocent and sweet

She fell for his charm, his lovely words
how could she know
he would get her hurt

And now she fits in
in this perfectly broken world
where no one is to be trusted
everyone is alone
but where no one gets hurt

Lost

A heart without a home
is either always lost
or always free
but you do not get to pick.

Regrets

As stars we shall rise after we fell into the abyss of our regrets
We will be stronger and happier
Our guilt will fade as we continue our miserable lives like we have never caused damage to those who treated us well and good

Liar

I want to be alone in a crowd
I want to walk with my head in the clouds
I want to fly underwater
I want to swim up in the sky
I want the lies to be the truth
I want the truth to be a lie